Please help mewhy did my bestfreind play me ?

ok in middle school i had this crush on this boy named larry.i was in the 7th grade he was in the 8th grade.i never told him i like him so i kept it to myself.when i got in the 8th grade i met this girl named natasha so me and her became really cool and everything .so like everyday we talk,hang out at school,and stuff,so one day at school me and her brought our diary to school and she read mine and in my diary i had wrote about larry the boy i had an crush on so she was like hold up i know larry,so i was like you do ,she was like yea thats my cousin,so i got happy and excited and told her how much i like him and stuff so she was like how would you feel if i hook you up with him so i was like i would love to go with him,so like a week later i recieve an note from larry i was so happy, and it was like you my new girlfreind,so that same week i had met him in person we talk and chill and stuff,so that was the last time i saw him,ok so it was like the summer and me and natasha couldnt wait to start highschool so we was both planning on the school we wanted to go to,ok she was like she was moving to atlanta and she wanted me to spend the summer with her,so i didnt know at first but then i ask my mother and she talk to her mom and was like it was ok,so one day on her phone she recives an text from her cousin saying oh shamya better move with yall or ima be mad and tell her i love her,so i like this boy so much i was willing to anything for him,so i had to convince my mother and around that time we was losing our credits so my mother thoght it would be and good idea so she let me move in with her the whole time i was at that school i never seen my boyfreind larry,and when i was over her house i never seen him,so i would always recives text saying this larry but we never saw each other but that one time,so i never took note on it but i told larry i was an virgin and he was like he dont like taking virgintys so one day natasha told me come over house quick larry just got hit by an truck, so i started crying so when i went over her house we went to the hospital and when we got there they said their are no records of larry,so she said her aunt told her that they switch him to another one,so the next day was my birthday and he sent me a text saying happy birthday from her phone,and was like do me an favor have someone take your vcard cause i cant cause the doctors was like i cant have with no virgins and stuff so i was like no,and he was like think about it,so i cut him,okay the next day at school i get 3 hellokitty bracelts with an note from larry saying he was sorry,so i got him back and for his birthday i bought him 32cupcakes that was spiderman,a teddybear,card,candy.that same day he was having an party so natasha told me to leave the gifts at her house so when we had got there we couldnt go cause shewas like she forgot her money,well i was mad so i call my mother and was like i dont wanna stay with her,so i came back to live with my mother and told her everythang that happen and stuff,so one day i call my freind and tell her everythang that happen when i was staying with that girl and i mention larry and she was like hold up larry naw larry go to my school and live in my neighborhood and i was like omg are u serious,so i still like this boy still and i dont konw what happen this hold time i was dating someone who wasnt even larry,