Girl problems? please help me? i want to die.?

Well, you really need to get your head on straight. First off you don'tt go around killing yourself over a piece of ***. I know you love her but killing yourself only tells her you don't love her. Second ex's are always going to be a problem in a relationship it is what it is become friend or beat his *** so he won't come around no more. Third if she is saying don't make me decide between you or him that means she still has feelings for him. You either work harder to draw her to you or you split. Chalk it up as a lose. Forth get so physic help to sick ****. MAN THE **** UP.