What Is He Thinking About All This Time?

First off, yes I do find that extremely rude. Second he was probaly thinking he could get away with this so give yourself a pat on the shoulder you found out about the s bag he is. Third yes he should certainly be begging on his knees for forgivness and crying and giving you everything. Let him go he is not worth it. Think how bad he is! He walked out on his children by cheating on their mother. He betrayed you, gave your love away. You deserve better! You can definetely do better! You dont need him!